Where is the Black Rain

Once you fully realize that life has passed you by. It's easier to accept.
So what does one do.
I suppose it could be easily turned into anger and rage.
However one can actually just make the best of it. Continue with chronic pain and chronic anxiety. Realizing that the dream is over.
Keep making art. Music. The music has already taken a turn for the darkness that is loneliness.

Future Past Present

Spending the beginning of your life waiting. Looking forward
Spending the end of your life looking back and longing.
Never present in the present

Preparing her for another

I taught her to love again.
What it's like to share one heart
To join as one
Only to have her love another.